well wen life cant get any shitter

yesterday was supposedly to go job

huntin wif philp arnd e east side...

but UNSURPRISINGLY

philip woke up late HAHAHA

and was reluctant to go

and the best thing is..

I`ve GOT A JOB!!

after my N`s I`l be working with philip

for his mum..

at last something to do!!

and mom and i are discussing on

me joining a chinese lesson class..

and i dun mind at all.. at simei only..

stayed at philips hse frm 12 to arnd 5-ish..

went home.. talk 2 farah

as she needs some1 to talk 2

as she is havin bgr probs den

changed and headed for the pool

to meet parents and diandra..

swum abt say 10laps of e 1.8m pool...

went to food culture to eat but i was

to shack 2 juz eat..

Pat was suppose to call and

plan a slacking shit...

but unsuprsingly.. it nvr did happen..

talk 2 J.. glad she is back wif her

civil defence boify..

as for today 8/9/07..

another borin dae.. woke up due 2 a grumbling stomach

fought wif dad AGAIN..

blah blah blah...

well.. something has reallie bugged ma mind..

havin juz to know that some1 whom was close

2 my heart juz got attched..

well yea it do sadden me but somehow..

its 4 e best.. and my sinsere

wishes on havin a lasting relationship wif him..

GOD knows isit true or not.. but

well.. wads past is past..

u & ur family hates me..

If we do accidentaly see each other

be it durin e geylang bazzar or on e streets..

i wont bear any grudges if we juz walked pass

as if we r complete strangers.. i do deserve that. but

yea.. thats history..

i have move on.. well sorta

and for now..

i think i have disgrace the term of

`STRAIGHTEDGE`

havin that to be my so called nick

i somehow disgraced it by still

drinking and smoking..

but frm now.. i think its time for me to live up

to the name.. have stop smoking for abt a week or so nw

i guess its juz for the best and havin the fasting month

juz arnd the corner..

and sighs..

its Saturday and i cant freakin believe i hav no plans!!

argh!!!

thats all for now i guess..

till here.. toodle di doo