if i die tonight..
u`l knw i`l be alright
juz smile for me..
reminicence the fond memories...

sch was juz alright..

recently..i took bus 21 home..

using sweater and all being sick..

suddenly.. i thought and i really think i saw her crossing over..

i juz smiled..

seriously..i juz smiled and juz be happy for her

for moving on and forgetting me..

maybe my eyes was playing tricks on me,

but only god knws if it was her...

today...have been singin

`If I die tonight` by Too Phat feat Liyana

its juz a nice song.. i wish she could lisen to dis..

have been lisening to dis song alot..

and it brings me back memories..

i mean...

wad if i do die tonight?

wad wld happen to e slackers gang?

my family?

i juz wanna seek for forgvness

to those tat i hv hurt,lied and

caused probs wif..but

i juz dunno hw..

god knws..

have been really workin ma ass off..

N`s are juz arnd the corner..

Fasting Month is juz tomorrow..

somehow.. i juz wanna avoid goin 2 e bazzar at geylang.

fearin i bump into her or her family..

juz imagining like we suddenly realise

we are walking juz side by side

god dang i think i`l juz smile or

juz look down..god knws..

having her entire family have a bda image

on me is juz bad engh..

tonight will be prayers...

tot of goin e one at bdk reservoir..

as its shorter and khairul also goin..

but come to think off it.. (near her hse)

i juz pass and prey at gufran or home

well..till here