hey ho..
the week has been great..things have changed in my life..

thanks to..
ahem2....


aint gonna put it here..

nanny2 poo2...


hints will be put up on my frenster pro.

blehs... gotta get ready...

goin out wif. -ahem-

toodles

and yay!! pay day was yty

well i was in for a real shocker the other day,
X added me and all..and SHE chatted with me 1st..
but during e course of our chat, i pulled the trick quest,
so how u n ur guy are doin?
e answer was well...haiz..
-no comment-

but wen i type out on
wishin her well with her new bf
and all, i admit it breaks my heart to type that,

but well..if that guy cld make her happie,
i`l be happie for her,
i guess she have moved on,
and this is e part and time of my life where i have to
close the book we once had..

has been sick lately..god knws y..

well..till here... got no mood 2 blog...
toodles

had been a tiring week..
watch game plan AGAIN for e 2nd time wif cuzin,
b4 that watched BeoWulf wif Liyana n cuzin....

well..at this moment
god knws why did i wanted to
blog when i have nothin to write.

but one shocker for me is that
X added me back on frenster,
be it by mistake or not, i dont know.

but if she did added by mistake, by all means
she could delete me again. but if she did added.
well i wont say a thing, juz that i dont wanna cause
anymore hurt or harm to her or her family..

as it has been a very2 long time since we chatted.
i guees the time that i spent ever since the HUGE break up
was kinda good for me...
it change my whole life, lessons were learnt and
well.. regrets dat should not be ever done again.

being in a relationship with her was the best moments in
my life but yet, some were juz painful..
the pain,misery that i went thru be it when i
was wif her or after the break up
made me into a stronger person..

i guess an old fren said, this would be the worst year for those
that were born in the year of the horse, somehow,
parts of it are true,
having lost the one i love and care so much,
losin an old best fren that i have known for abt 7years or so...
and so on..

but well..i juz gotta believe in god and be contented with wad i have now..
yea syukhor alhamdulilla that my family and i are healthy.

for the love life?
well.. truth being told, every 5th or 16th
will always be a special date to my heart be it i am
attched or single..

but i think i`l be remainin single for quite a while,
i dun wanna rush, i dun wanna make e same mistakes..
Readin X`s shout-out, i guess i am happie if she is,
seeing her prom photo, i guess every1 was rite that she is way bttr off w,o me
well.. its all up to fate tho...


for now, i`l be workin my arse off for money, doin my
sports again with gyming and swimming...
mum said i lost weight wen i started workin..
haha..finally i could hav my abs back..
the last time i had them was wen in lower secondary,

well.. till here den..

it really has been awhile ever since i chilled out
relaxed ma mind and chill wif an `old fren`
that i used to knw..

its kinda sad 2 see and hear on what has happen between us..
maybe it was for e best... maybe it wasnt..
but yea.. i admit.. i miss dat `old fren` that i use 2
hve..

work has been hell..
one by one my close frenz resigned..
sad as i am one of e few left...


will be watching e Game Plan
wif shazwani,her boi, me and liyana..
double date? haha
nah...

recently while i was serving...
i saw X`s close b.f
he saw me..
he was wif his grp of frenz dat somehw look
eva so familiar..

if my suspicions was rite..she was there too..
right there and then... i started 2
tremble... lord knws why..
my eye started 2 bcome puffy and
i was juz abt 2 breakdown..
yea..
go ahead..
make fun of me..


but yea..seeing e girl i truly love and miss so much
eventho she is juz an X of mine.. i still do
love her lots and miss her 2 bits..
breaks my heart,
went to e locker room.. and
juz...well.. cried inside..


went out front put a brave front and serve e other patrons..
i guess dis is e point of mi life where i juz have to move on..
she already did..

if i had a time machine...there are 3 points of my life
where i wanted to go back 2...

firstly is when i retained my secondary 3... i wished i had not
slack.. if not..i`l be waitin 4 mi O`s..

2ndly..is when i was wif her.. juz wld love 2 not do e wrong
doings i had done..

lastly is when i lost my best fren..

well..
wad can i do..

yea..admit.. im an egoist... but then..
well...i m juz lost for words... till here...


to her... : i juz wish u all e best wif ur guy.. yea.. altho it breaks me down and breaks my heart to say this, but may u n ur guy hav a long and successful relationship..

to e old fren. : there are many things and shit we both wen thru ethier 2gather or personally..
yea i do miss ur company,in a fren kinda way..but since dis had 2 happen.. i cld nt do anythin...
like u said.. im a burden.. so yea..

2 e readers... well will be bloggin agn..soon..

so yea..

till here..

wokie2..

e title says it all....one day i bought a new psp..and e next i found a psp slim???

WOO!!


2 psps...a normie psp and a slim one..

:P


joac helped me installed e games on e fat one...

e best thing...

i found a psp slim in e mall`s toilet filled with
awesome games...

didnt had time to install f.m to finally fixed comp..


fri nite went to watch movie with Lily..
send watched e game plan...
fuckinly hilarious...

asked me 2 send her hm and so i did...

blah2..

no mood 2 blog nw..

haha..

cuz havin 2 psp is way2 bttr ..


till here..

blog agn wen i want to...

aite!!!

toodles..

well well well
it has been a week since i last blog..
well lets juz say wad i blog in my previous entry
shall & shld be forgotten..
maybe it was for e better...maybe it was a mistake..
that i cant say

well...let me recap my week..last sat
went to watch `The Seeker` wif shazwani
for e midnight show..
now can watch movie for free..muhahaha
the movie was ok lar..ntg much to say..
kinda borin at certain parts...
then accompanied her for her taxi..
gave her 10bucks for it...
as i was e one that wanted to sponser..

then last sunday was our
annual Hari Raya Open house..
boy it was jam-packed..
e food..
hMMM!!!!
was superbbbbb!!!

monday was juz a long ass houred day for us..
did closing..had to work for free labour as we
exceeded our work time and had to do double work cuz
of shaz aka shazwani..

tues did closing with hanan,aripin,rinto..
had e help of liyana & shaz...
after that..

VROOOM!!! off to our G.V tamp
chalet...yea
it was fun..e 1st thing me & shaz did was dat we attacked
e booze!! bacardi,martini,absolute vodka...!!
unfortunately,
shaz got really2 drunk and
well..certain things happen that is really dissapointing and sad
went home wif farris as he `tumpang-ed` me on his bike..

e thrill was awesome sia... riding at full speed..beatin red lights
and it was drizzling..
hhaha

wed wch was yty was my off day, woke up by mums phone call..
den called shaz and talked to her for abt an hour or 2..
planned to meet @ 2.30 for Singtel meeting
but we decided to meet earlier for lunch..
sadly i didnt get e job..
shaz,my cuz and her fren got it..

shaz & me planned 2 quit g.v asap..
same goes to hanan n ipin..
e pay is way too shitty
but e environment is awesome

den had dinner wif shaz,amran
at food junction.. had conferance calls wif
shaz & liyana till abt 4am..

woke up 2day at 11+
blah blah blah

work starts in e afternoon till closing today..
-_-'

tired..but well..work is work..

till her den..

will blog more later....
toodle di doo!