had been a tiring week..
watch game plan AGAIN for e 2nd time wif cuzin,
b4 that watched BeoWulf wif Liyana n cuzin....

well..at this moment
god knws why did i wanted to
blog when i have nothin to write.

but one shocker for me is that
X added me back on frenster,
be it by mistake or not, i dont know.

but if she did added by mistake, by all means
she could delete me again. but if she did added.
well i wont say a thing, juz that i dont wanna cause
anymore hurt or harm to her or her family..

as it has been a very2 long time since we chatted.
i guees the time that i spent ever since the HUGE break up
was kinda good for me...
it change my whole life, lessons were learnt and
well.. regrets dat should not be ever done again.

being in a relationship with her was the best moments in
my life but yet, some were juz painful..
the pain,misery that i went thru be it when i
was wif her or after the break up
made me into a stronger person..

i guess an old fren said, this would be the worst year for those
that were born in the year of the horse, somehow,
parts of it are true,
having lost the one i love and care so much,
losin an old best fren that i have known for abt 7years or so...
and so on..

but well..i juz gotta believe in god and be contented with wad i have now..
yea syukhor alhamdulilla that my family and i are healthy.

for the love life?
well.. truth being told, every 5th or 16th
will always be a special date to my heart be it i am
attched or single..

but i think i`l be remainin single for quite a while,
i dun wanna rush, i dun wanna make e same mistakes..
Readin X`s shout-out, i guess i am happie if she is,
seeing her prom photo, i guess every1 was rite that she is way bttr off w,o me
well.. its all up to fate tho...


for now, i`l be workin my arse off for money, doin my
sports again with gyming and swimming...
mum said i lost weight wen i started workin..
haha..finally i could hav my abs back..
the last time i had them was wen in lower secondary,

well.. till here den..