it realy has been awhile since i have talked
to her...recently.. i really have been dreamin
abt meeting her on e streets... and we talk
and all


i had yet wash e purple jacket that
she use when ever it was raining,
it still hangs right infront of my door,
her teddy bear given durin on our anny,


sighs...but i knw and realise that there is
really no point griefing as she wont turn back
and deep down i knw that we arent meant to be
2gada..this might juz be my saddest raya....
its already the 1st day of puasa..


really.. i juz wanna repent... be a man of my word
for once.. for once.. juz be e real me..
not make e same stopid ass mistakes i made in the pass
recently.. e slackers gang had a meaninful talked with each
other.. advising each other abt thier past relationships..
i guess.. i really have to move on..



she already had.. why cant i and why haven`t i?
i juz really dont knw.. i really juz hope dat she knws
dat dis blog exists..
i want her to lisen to the songs on my imeem playlist..
i want her to `If I die tonight`


it really has been a bad year for me..
but all i can do is really repent and
juz be happy for her..

like e famous sayin goes.

`if u love some one that much,

let the person fly free when needed

even if the person you love is in

another one`s hand..`

and i knw has found some1..
I juz really wish u e very best..

-if we do meet on e streets one day, juz take it that we`r strangers-