what a long ass weekend its gonna be.. well
let me juz cap off what has been happening in this week.
mondae to wed`s.. normie sch.. borin shit..
thurs, had a surprise birthday celeb 4 patrick..
bought him a Karmasutra book for his 21st bdae.. haha

aint dat cheecky?? yty was supposed to go Sentosa
for his 2nd surprise party..didnt go as i wasnt allowed to
stay over..
poo ball!! den went to geylang instead wif my parents..


2day..woke up, did spring cleaning..
room is sparkly clean now!!

hmm.. i guess farhana wont knw dat dis blog exist..
i wont deny e fact dat i rejected Atiqah cuz I still had
and stil hav feeling for Farhana.. but.. not being able to see her on frenster,
and hearin frm frenz that she had labeled herself as `Married` in friendster.
well..she must be really in love with her new guy..

if she`s happy I guess.. i gotta be happy for her rite? -_-"
its like everywhere i go, the things ppl do. make me
remember her or have sweet flash backs..
like yty in bus 67,e bus stop at e traffic light at her sch bus stop
so frm my view of my seat was e sch`s front gate, suddenly
the cuppycake song was played by some1 infront of me,
den went i looked out, i saw this pri sch girl using a strawberry backpack
den infront of bus 67 was 228.. -_-' den in sch, some mly girls were playin
`farhana` by jinbara on thier hp.


haiz... like the song added to my imeem states a long of meanin

the way u look at me- i nvr fail to melt n love her more wen she looks at me
i miss u like crazy- i am missin her like crazy nw..
diairi hatimu- its juz haiz...
mahligai dari airmata ku- e best jiwang song.. damn
wait for u- e lyrics juz says it all
lips of an angel- juz like hers
gotta go my own way- its like im imaginin dat she is singin dis 2 me.. :(
photogrph- her photos is all dat i have.. and also teddy
untuk selamanya.. - its heartbreakin lisenin 2 dis song
if i die tonight- wad if i die 2nite? will she still 4gv me?

and sadly i cldnt put `you were my everythin` inside e playlist..

have been emoin alot dis past few days,

dis year raya will be e saddest for me cuz of her..

well..if its for e best.. wad can i do?


alot have been learn frm dis incident... all i cld hav juz wish for was time to turn back and for me
not to treat her badly and threaten her.. dat was my biggest mistakes.. i doubt she`l eva acceot me back in her life..

freakinly.. miss her..but i shldnt as she is attch?? is she? haiz.. dunno la.. :=(= its gonna be e worst raya eva

so.. haiz..
guys out there...
treasure ur girlfrenz b4 its too late

:(


`i`l always miss e blur look u have on ur face